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Saturday, October 22nd, 2005
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October 22nd, 2005 • 2:34pm |
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Hm…. Not much happened today I just woke up early, and Shane slept over last night… Because this morning I had to go meet with the st. Louis cardinals scout and I signed up for a conditioning program out of Portsmouth in the spring… but yea that’s it for baseball
But we were up ate last night trying to decide what we are going to be for the Halloween dance last year we were Santa and Shane was the little bitch elf.. lol.. This year I think his mom is going to hook us up with doctor outfits because she’s a nurse.. lol it would be so sweet.. I’ll be Dr. Phil Good and Shane can be Dr. Seemor Bush.. Gynecologists.. Lol.. But the only thing that could make it better would be if there were nurses.. Then we could win the costume competition.. Haha
But yea I don’t really know any girls from F-Town.. That I think people would like in nurse outfits.. If you’re interested in this call Shane or Myself
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Thursday, October 20th, 2005
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Ah… yea my life pretty much just fuckin blah… what every thing’s get better... shit happened shit changes… but I’m really stoked to start boxing it up, but its going to be hard with the new baseball commitment I now have.. Yea basically I got clocked at 88mph last weekend by the Anaheim Angles and they’re looking at me... so now that like every big league scout Knows I have to like train my ass off for the next two winters down at HomeRun USA in Portsmouth NH that my buddy Dave owns… well I only have to do that to be drafted out of high school.. I won’t take it anyways I’ll just use it to levy a better D-1 scholarship.. Which would be pretty sick too… right now i’m only 16, 6’2”, 180 Lbs… so i’m projected to gain another 8 mph at least.(putting me at 96). So I’m so happy.. I mean I knew I threw it hard but I wasn’t sure how hard… Saturday I have a secret meeting with a scout because they can’t scout until you’re a senior…. And same on Sunday... so things athletically are going great… but academically aren’t so well I think i’m only pulling an 80 in trig and 84 in physics…but shit happens and will get better right…. I gotta check out some colleges and talk to more college scouts…. This winter i'm doing a workout in Boston so that Harvard, Northeastern, Bentley, and St. A’s can see a little more of me… but shit I need a school that has what I want to major... which is accounting… But if I gain a half step in my 60yrd dash time then I won’t even have to worry about college ball
Can you feel your heartbeat racing?
Can you taste the fear in her sweat?
You've done this wrong
Its too far gone
These sheets tell of regret
I admit that I'm just a fool for you
I am just a fool for you
Here is where we both go wrong
Tonight's your last chance to
Do exactly what you want to
And this could be my night
This is what makes me feel alive
Makes you feel alive
Here is where we both go wrong
So sign me up
And toss this key
'Cause for now we're living
In this moment that we both ignore the truth
It's all over
It's all over
I feel your heart against mine
So take a breath and close your eyes, eyes
(CHORUS)
Your lungs have failed and they've both stopped breathing
My heart is dead it's way past beating
Something has gone terribly wrong
I'm scared, you're scared, we're scared of this
I never thought we'd make it out alive
I never told you but it's all in your goodbyes
It's all in your goodbyes
Well, look who's dying now
Slit wrists, sleepin' with the girl next door
I always knew you were such a sucker for that
It doesn't matter what you say
You never mattered anyway
I never mattered anyway
In this moment that we both ignore the truth
It's all over
It's all over
I feel your heart against mine
So take a breath and close your eyes, eyes
(CHORUS)
Don't shake, I hate to see you tremble
Trembling, you've lost your touch
Haven't you?
I'm so addicted
So addicted
Your lungs have failed and they both stopped breathing
My heart is dead it's way past beating
Something has gone terribly wrong
(CHORUS)
I never thought we'd make it out alive
I never thought we'd make it out alive
I never thought we'd make it out alive
It's all in your goodbyes
-Ya Bud Will
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Friday, September 30th, 2005
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Well I’ve had a long weekend….. Haha some parts were funny as hell while others were pure luck!
First my weekend started but a quite night at the golf course then from there I was supposed to meet my friends at a party…. But no my friend Shane calls me up and says he cant find Constantine, which is the person who was supposed to lead everyone from the football game to the location of the party… so I’m done with work and it’s like 10 and I go and meet Shane at the football field and then we go to where the party was supposed to be..
We were 100 feet away from the trail the part was on when I see three cars speeding down the trail… so I'm thinking that it’s a bunch of my friends drunk so I pull over on the side.. But no it was three cops who pulled us over and we talked our selves out of it saying I missed my road and i’m new to the area…. So in desperation Shane and I decide to go on a road trip to Boston for the night because I wasn’t sure of the way to Canada…. And so we did that all night and threw stuff at people from the car…..
Then Saturday night I was called off from work so Shane, Frankie, Gary, the two Bre’s and I went to the fare which was horrible.. It was like a big hillbilly reunion….. Haha if you weren’t wearing flannel then you were an outcast.. So you can imagine what happened with double popped collars… lol
On Sunday I had a baseball showcase at Tuffs University… which wasn’t to bad and the coach liked me so it was cool… My next showcase is in NJ the 7-8-9 of October
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Friday, September 16th, 2005
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September 16th, 2005 • 10:37pm |
| Mood: | Lazy Ass. |
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Well I don’t really know what to start off by saying, lots have changed in the past few months and its been a long time since I have last updated.. I’m not a real big writer as we all know.. I just say what I have to and im done… straight to the point I also don’t like to built and construct well though out paragraphs.. haha what ever…. So Today I drove down to Portsmouth and spoke to coach Hoyt (A scout for the cardinals) but also my legion coach.. He had me come down just to talk about college.. What we concluded would be probably the best school and easiest for him to get me in to for accounting in Bentley.. Not a shabby school it one of the best business schools in the country.. And on account of me wanting to be a CPA I think it would work out fine.. Tomorrow I’m planning on seeing Ashley and having our 1 month lunch because tonight i'm working… up I have a Job now… Lake Winnipesaukee Golf Club… yea we just held the New England Open last week which was exhausting… Sunday I have a Fall ball game in Rockport mass. Which should be to bad but its gunna be one fucking long ride.. well alone atleast… to bad I don’t have anyone to go with but w/e.
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May 2nd, 2005 • 7:52pm |
| Mood: | Missing my love. |
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Well it’s been a long time since my most recent entry so I decided not to completely abandon my live journal… Then again I have been pretty busy lately and yea that’s about it… last weekend I went to a Greenway concert when about 5 other people I know went to it also that I wasn’t anticipating, yet I wasn’t able to reap all the benefits of the hotel… I had to be up at like 5... Take a shuttle to the air port... Pick up my dads car (he was in D.C all week) and drive up to practice for 7:45 Am… later that night I went down to Kingston and then to Jodi’s moms house and we had a fun time then Sunday Jodi and I went bowling….. After that Jodi and I went back to her dad’s house in Kingston then I went home around 7ish…. And that is my weekend in a nutshell….
I Truly love you Jodi Lynn Johnson you are my everything… FOREVER & ALWAYS
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Monday, January 10th, 2005
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Well i haven't decidede to post anything for awhile so i think this time i'll just post some pretty pictures of Jodi :-D
 Looks cold out BrRrrrrr......;-)
 Looks a little warmer.......
Jodi is Coming up this weekend!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Wednesday, December 22nd, 2004
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Well we only have 1 more day of school until our vacation of skiing, Snow Boarding, presents, food, and having spending time with my one love (Jodi)…. This should be fun... Today my group one in jeopardy in American Gov’t with the contribution of 400 points by me even though we won by about 1000… yup and tomorrow in Latin we are (the guys) going to wear togas… I think I’m just wearing boxers under it but I duno.. Haha and in psychology we are eating food just like today about god knows what.. but it’s to bad I think in accounting and in American Gov’t we have to do work HARD CORE…it suck… but at least a few classes make up so it..YEEEEEhhhaa ;-)
!!!!!!Christmas!!!!!!
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Wednesday, December 15th, 2004
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Thursday, December 9th, 2004
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Drivers Ed sucks
Well today wasn't all that bad..but this weekend should be great, I'm hitting up my fellow sanborn school at the semi..see you all there......
THE end... haha pretty short hu?
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Monday, November 1st, 2004
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November 1st, 2004 • 7:21pm |
| Mood: |  Alieny. |
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Well I haven’t posted for a bit, but that’s ok... Lately I have just be doing school shEEat, but it's still cool.. Friday I went to the Farmington Halloween school dance as a big blow up Santa while Shane was my little bitch elf... it was so pimp… I had a good time... we partyboyd the black cop whom I asked to dance with me...haha same as Mr. Lee... it was a good time... I also slow danced with a retarded midget named Nancy hahahahaha.. and then Tom Hall tride to copy me and from then on she fallowed him around.. It was funny considering I'm like 6’1” and Nancy was like 3 feet shorter, while Tom is like 6’3”... and it was just O so funny. After I dance with the midget I danced with these two Japanese kids I think named like Ping and Pong I think... lol stupid Asians… well it was hilarious... yup I had a few good laugh acting black with Denis (a real black person)”Forshizzle homeslice” says Denis acting black when he can just act him self... lol... It was fun.. and I think the best idea I had all night was my idea to request the night in the Roxbury song.. It was prime…
On Saturday I had a wonderful time with my Jodi, we walked around most of the time and watch Shark Tales, which was a good one.. She is so wonderful.. It makes me smile just thinking about it.. I love my little princess.
Then on Sunday me and Shane went Trick or Treating in our costumes.. Except I was the bitch elf this time, but I looked more like Santa’s body guard, because I decided to wear a wife beater instead of a white shirt… STACKED!! ;-) quickly someone call the Zoo, because these pythons are on the loose!!!
What a cutie... I like the mischiefy face
I truly love you Jodi with all of my heart you are my everything and I don’t know what I would do without you... I love you so much princess
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Thursday, October 7th, 2004
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Worried about my loves surgery tomorrow...... I hope I can see her for this long 3 day weekend... I love you with all of my heart Jodi Always and Forever, Forever and Always I will ADORE you
I love you baby
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Sunday, September 19th, 2004
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September 19th, 2004 • 8:09pm |
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Drown in a Frown, Swim in a Smile
Well I haven’t posted in awhile now have I? The answer is yup yup.. It has been awhile.. We let me see.. Um last weekend I went to Jodi’s house.. That was a very excellent time.. And o yea she has the pics online. So if you wanna check those out you can but yea… you prolly have already knew that.. Well this week was decent school.. Considering school is wicked gay.. This weekend I saw Jodi on Saturday at the Mall/Movies like every other Saturday from 11-7:30.. It was a good time.. then today her and miss Rae went to my fall baseball game in Newburyport… it was great seeing them but I think the guys on the team liked it just as much as me….haha… well now there asking me to ask Jodi to bring all of her friends.. Thanks.. Gals… Next games in Gloucester ma.
Love is the irresistible desire to be desire irresistibly....
I Truly love you Jodi you are my everything, and I miss you with all of my heart.. Kisses***** XOXOXOXO
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Wednesday, September 8th, 2004
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Um.. If you want to know about my weekend then don’t read this crap read Jodis Journal she’s a much better writer and includes pictures :-D
Isnt she hot!!!!!
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Thursday, August 26th, 2004
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Course Room Teacher
Semester 1
Accounting 1 284 Luber, K.
Amer. Govt. 220 Meserve, K.
English 10 231 Belly, R.
Latin 1 231 Belly, R.
Psychology 225 Abraham, M.
Course Room Teacher
Semester 2
Trigonometry 243 Hill, J.
Amer. Govt. 220 Meserve, K.
English 10 231 Belly, R.
Latin 1 231 Belly, R.
Biology 264 Palmatier, B.
I Truly love you Jodi <3
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Wednesday, August 25th, 2004
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My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me
So won't you kill me, so I die happy
My heart is yours to fill or burst
To break or bury, or wear as jewelery
Which ever you prefer <3
Your taste still lingers on my lips like I just placed them upon yours and I starve for you.
When I look at the stars they shine of your eyes.
The sky it burns bright with your presence tonight.
Yet your so above me and I cannot fly.
To the angel above me I long to be with..
Angel above me.
I swear that I can go on forever again
please let me know that my one bad day will end
I will go down as your lover, your friend
give me your lips and with one kiss we begin
Until the day I die
I'll spill my heart for you
Those notes you wrote me
I've kept them all
I've given a lot of thought
of how to write you back this fall
with every single letter
in every single word
there will be a hidden message
about a boy that loves a girl
I'd never lie to you
Unless I had to I'll do what I got to
Unless I had to I'll do what I got to
The truth, is you could slit my throat
And with my one last gasping breath
I'd apologize for bleeding on your shirt.
I miss you Jodi you're my everything.... I love you with all of my heart Forevere & Always My pretty pretty ~Princess~
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Saturday, August 14th, 2004
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Thirteen random things you like or love:
01) Jodi Lynn Johnson
02) Baseball
03) Money
04) Music
05) Food
06) Wiffle ball
07) Kissing
08) Football
09) Smiles
10) People laughing
11) Clothes
12) Running
13) Sports
Twelve random things you want or need:
01) Jodi here
02) Food
03) Money
04) Air
05) Have fun
06) More clothes
07) A drink
08) A can of Anti Chink spray
09) Some nice weather
10) A car
11) A house in Kingston NH
12) A shower
Eleven good bands/artists:
01) Storey of The Year
02) Adema
03) Rufio
04) The Used
05) Three Days Grace
06) Weezer
07) Something Corporate
08) June
09) Far From Heroes
10) Jimmy Eat world
11) Home Grown
Ten things about you ... physically:
01) 6 Feet short
02) Size 14/15 shoes
03) Blonde hair
04) Blue eyes
05) Clean haha
06) 6 pack I think….. (I can’t count)
07) Tan I guess
08) NO drugs have enter this body… :-P
09) Big calf muscles
10) XXXL hands
Nine thoughts:
01) what time will I be calling Jodi?
02) When does this thing end?
03) My testes are sweating :-D
04) I wish I could drive a car legally
05) I love Jodi Johnson
06) Should I go up to Lincoln NH
07) I’m getting kind of board
08) Now I’m getting tired
09) I’m so full
Eight favorite foods/drinks:
01) Mashed Potatoes
02) Pizza with ketchup
03) Hot pockets with ketchup:-D
04) lemonade
05) Blue raspberry slushy
06) Ice ream
07) peaches
08) Tacos
Seven things you wear daily:
01) My Contacts
02) I guess a shirt
03) Maybe some pants or shorts
04) socks
05) boxers or briefs for baseball
06) Shoes/Flip Flops
07) A Hat
Six things that annoy you:
01) Dumb people
02) Fake promises
03) Repetition of something I’m not fond of
04) Asians
05) bumping into things
06) Fugly people
Five things you touch everyday:
01) Haaaaa myself?
02) Um… My self
03) Uh….My self
04) Yeas…..My self
05) Mostly My self
Four shows you watch:
01) South park
02) B.E.T…. Nigga please haha
03) The Family Guy
04) The Simpsons
Three People you have a crush on:
01) Jodi
02) Miss Jodi
03) Sweet pee… ;)
Two things you hate:
01) “ignorance” <- Michael Jackson
02) injustice
One thing you love:
01) Jodi Lynn Johnson, A.K.A. The love of my life
I Truly love you Jodi
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Here we are today.
You look so beautiful I wonder what you dream.
So graceful in what you say
Its all I need to hear your voice everyday.
I wish never to wake up from this dream I’m in right now.
Here I am watching clouds from your bedroom window
As we’re laying here.
And I wake up today
Still smiling in the air.
Wish dreams could be so great.
I think today I’ll try and kiss you on your cheek.
I hope you’ll let me go.
I know you’re the one.
Its all I want to hear you say your mine.
Talk about and take you there you will see the one true thing.
Places that you’ve never been places that your gonna be.
I will be the one person to open your eyes.
In love with me…
I wish never to wake up from this dream I’m in right now.
Here I am watching clouds from your bedroom window
As we’re laying here.
It’s so much fun
It’s so much fun
To be in love
To be in love.
Its so much fun
Cause I’m in love with you.
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Yup I haven’t really posted for quite the while now so here it goes… Well the last post was a Fucked up time let me tell you that and yea if you don’t know lets keep it that way… mhmm and I spent the 4th ended up really great I ended it with two cool kids… Jodi and Rae… good time especially the neighbors’ kids’ haha good time… sorry for ruining the so predictable movie haha Gothica was dumb… Yup we also saw fire works in Amesbury that night.. Today is now the 14th earlier this week I went to Farmington and played Wiffleball with Gary, Eric, Anthony, Shane, and Sill bomb.. It was a good time but today wasn’t that great because I had to drive all the way down to Rochester because I thought there was a game but they cancelled it once I showed up ….I was pissed because I lived in Wolfeboro and everyone else lives in town so I drove and hour for no reason at all…. And right no i'm kinda bored because I don’t feel like making plans for tonight and i’m waiting for 9 to roll so I can call my love… I’m not seeing to see her until the 25th because she is going to Pittsburg NH once she gets back from myrtle beach…I miss her:-\ it suck not being able to talking to her every day all day…
I Truly love you Jodi
*You're my everything Baby*
~Forever & Always~
~*Love You*~
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Saturday, July 10th, 2004
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July 10th, 2004 • 1:21pm |
| Mood: |  contemplative. |
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Thinking without conclusions
I Truly love you Jodi
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Will
LOVES
Jodi | 21000
3100
410
51
| | Love Level: 110% |
Loves-O-MeterFrom Go-Quiz.com| How to make a Willy |
Ingredients:
2 parts Testes
1 part Scrotum
7 parts Penis |
Method:
Combine in a tall glass half filled with crushed ice. Add a little seminal fluid if desired! |
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DESCRIBE / TELL—
[Jewelry worn daily]: none
[Wallet]: Black Adidas
[Coffee]: Iced, French vanilla, extra, extra with melted sugar
[Shoes]: K-Swiss
[cologne/perfume]: Fierce by Abercrombie
[Clothing you have on and your current appearance]: tan Columbia shorts, striped Abercrombie T, orange/navy blue Abercrombie flip flops, with messed up hair
—MIXED QUESTIONS—
[Wishing]: I was with Jodi
[After this]: shower?
[Talking to]: Jodi
[Eating]: nada
[Fetishes]: To kinky to mention.. Haha JK
[Something you're looking forward to]: seeing Jodi
[Last thing you ate]: I can’t remember
[Something you’re afraid of]: Too many things
[If you could have any animal as a pet]: a Chihuahua with a lazy eye
[Cities you wouldn’t mind moving too]: Kingston ;-) to see my love
[Some favorite foods]: ribs, steak
[Something -or someone- you wish you could understand better]: Parents
[Miss someone you haven't seen in a long time]: Jodi... (A week)
—DO YOU—
[Like candles]: only the smelly kind
[Like company]: eh... to an extent
[Believe in soul mates]: We will see…
[Believe in love at first sight]: nope...
[Believe in forgiveness]: it all depends
[Want to get married]: of course
[Want to have kids]: sure do
[Ever want to adopt kids]: I doubt I’ll be sterile so no... Haha
—IN THE LAST 24 HOURS HAVE YOU—
[Cried]: nope
[Bought something]: food, ticket, water
[Gotten sick]: nope
[Sang]: can’t say I have
[Eaten]: yes
[Been kissed]: nope :-\
[Felt stupid]: To often
[Wanted to tell someone you love them, but you didn't]: nope... I tell Jodi all the time:-D
[Talked to an ex]: nope
[Talked to someone you have a crush on]: It’s not Just a crush...
[Had a serious talk]: I think so
[Missed someone]: yes
[Hugged someone]: nope
[Argued with a parent(s)]: mhmmm
[Dreamt about someone you can't be with]: Jodi
—SOCIAL LIFE—
[Best girl friend(s)]: Jodi & Shane
[Best guy friend(s)]: Shane
[Boyfriend/girlfriend]: my SPIDERMAN!!!
[Hobbies]: eating, sports, JODI
[Pager/cell]: nothing works up here
[Are you the center of attention or a wallflower]: what?
[Car you drive]: yea... with a parent
[Would you rather be with friends or on a date]: a date with Jodi
[Attend church]: no…
[Like being around people]: eh.. Yea
—PERSONAL—
[Who is your role model]: Andy Kaufman haha
[Pet peeves]: I duno
[Ever liked someone you can't be with]: I couldn’t be with Jodi for awhile.. But things have changed for the better
[Ever wanted to get revenge on someone because they hurt you]: nope
[Cried over the opposite sex]: …………
[Your favorite physical appearance]: eyes and smile
[Are you happy with yourself]: kind of
[What plans do you have for the future]: college, baseball, and Jodi ;-)
[Who do you really hate]: eh…. No one I think
[Who’s your most trustworthy family member]: I don’t have one
^^I stole this one from Jodi^^
I love you with all of my heart Jodi
You’re my one and only.. forever and always…
I’m missing you
I love you Hun
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Wow.. Yesterday was ok but last night was a pain in the ass… My step mom is officially now #1 on my hate list fallowed by my real mom…Yea…. My luck hu?... well yesterday Ann (my step mom) claims that I was “monopolizing” the phone…. What a
^%&(%ing *&%.... I mean I wouldn’t even be using that phone to begin with if my dad could find a cellular service that actually works… Cough Verizon Wireless doesn’t work even though they say they do… Another thing that really sucked was my dad is in Atlanta on a business trip and i'm stuck with rice burner…. Due to the rice burner being a total ::cough:: Dike…I had to ask Tiffany to call Jodi and let her know I wouldn’t be able to call her… for like an hour…which she did and I appreciate…. Then Jodi went online for about 20 min and I called her till I went to bed…
Now it’s time to talk about baseball… haha… this Thursday we are playing Milford Ranked #1 in class I, because we ended up being the 16th seed which is the last one in the playoffs… Come to find out… I am pitching that game ….. That means we have a chance;-)
I love you with all of my heart Jodi
You're my everything
You always will be
Forever
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Today I was called up By Dave Hoyt (Regional pro scout) and he would like me to try out for his legion ball team. Legion ball is basically 16-19 year old all-stars, but if you are 15 then you also can but there only like one every 10 years on a good team like Rochester which is the one I will be trying out for. If I am on that team I will be on Jay, Chad and DJ’s team. This year Rochester be having two of there pitchers drafted. My speed as a fifteen year old freshman in High School (83 MPH) isn’t that fast comparing to Jay’s 93. But the whole thing is... would I rather through in Babe Ruth and have every game be a no hitter and or 20 K’s or would I rather play for one of the best legion ball teams in the state and be an outfielder..? It’s a thinker… I mean I could wait and play for them next year or I could start now and get the experience.
You are my Everything Jodi
I will love you Forever
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Tell me what you thought about
when you were gone and so alone
the worst is over
you can have the best of me
we got older but we're still young
we never grew out of this feeling that we wont give up
Here we lay again
on two separate beds
riding phone lines
to meet a familiar voice
and pictures drawn from memory
we reflect on miscommunications
and misunderstandings
and missing each other too much
to have had to let go
We turn our music down
and we whisper
say what your thinking right now
tell me what you thought about
when you were gone and so alone
the worst is over
you can have the best of me
we got older but we're still young
we never grew out of this feeling that we wont give up
Jumping to conclusions
made me fall away from you
i'm so glad that the truth
has brought back together me and you
We're sitting on the ground
and we whisper
say what your thinking outloud
Tell me what you thought about
when you were gone and so alone
the worst is over
you can have the best of me
we got older but we're still young
we never grew out of this feeling that we wont give up
We turn our music down
and we whisper
we're sitting on the ground
and we whisper
we turn our music down
we're sitting on the ground
and next time i'm in town
we will kiss girl
we will kiss girl
Tell me what you thought about
when you were gone and so alone
the worst is over
you can have the best of me
we got older but we're still young
we never grew out of this feeling that we wont
feeling that we cant
we're not ready to give up
We got older but we're still young
we never grew out of this feeling that we wont give up
I love you with all my heart Jodi
*You* are my everything
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drained.
yeeeaa.
aggravated.
yeeeaa.
Beastie boys says it all.
Missing my love.
chipper.